<< Jan. 18, 2003 >>

i love a wedding story but it's hard for me to watch it because i get so emotional.i feel stupid saying that but it's so cute! you get to know how these two people fell in love and then you get to watch them get married. the worst part is if the guy cries, THEN i will bawl. getting married is just a passion of mine and watching it in the making makes me want it so bad. i hope i hope i hope i get married. i hope that somebody will fall in love with me someday. if i am "fall in love" material. we'll see.

i am not enjoying being in debt. i feel so retarded. my sister freaking took away my checkbook and debit card and is giving me a weekly allowance until i am out of debt. lol, i feel 5. she had to pay my victorias secret credit card bill too. sure, she's rich and all but i feel horrible and dumb. i absolutely hate asking people for money and it is hard to accept it when it is offered to me. i am the one to give money to people if it is needed. i think fast food put me in debt. i forgot to write down a few debit card transactions so my math was a little off and i kept shelling out the checks. *ashamed*

i want to buy the new trivial pursuit so bad. after i got home last night, my sister, matt and i played the old one and i knew 2 questions. one of them i guessed. the one i knew was "who is princess aurora better known as?" DUH! sleeping beauty. i am down with disney. jessie and matt were spitting out all the right answers and once again...i felt dumb as rocks.

fortunatly, food is calling my name. yes, food makes me feel better.

<< Jan. 18, 2003 >>