<< Mar. 12, 2003 >>

i seem to be good at failing things. let's see...i failed by first biology test, and didn't take the second one. i failed my first interior design test and BOMBED the one i took today. i failed the first paper in english and have 1 point out of 8 possible points for my quizzes grade. so am i going to flunk out? probably. i will probably be put on academic probation and not receive my loan next semester. that's what happened at cisco but i was transfering so somehow i got the loan back. i got a letter saying i was being put on probation for having a low GPA. HAHAHAHAHA!!! i'm so dumb i love it.

there's a spider in my bed so i haven't slept in it for 2 nights. my sister has worked the past 2 nights so i have crashed in her bed. i am way too scared to touch my sheets in fear of the spider jumping out at me and biting my face and then planting eggs in my cheek. i don't want that to happen. so i've gotta wait for matt to come and rip my sheets off and find the little bastard.

i can't wait for spring break to get here. school is just stressing me out along with other things added to that. my head has been spinning. i need a break. not that i don't take breaks all week long. i seem to find myself only going to about 6 out of my 9 classes per week. i got to most of my interior design classes and most of my english classes and none of my biology classes and all my art classes. let's see, today is wednesday. monday, i went to one out of my three classes. yesterday i didn't go to my only class. and today i only went to one of my three classes considering my class tonight is optional. so i think it's safe to say i hate school. if i didn't need it to get somewhere, i wouldn't be here. but i don't have any kind of talent or brains that would get me anywhere without a degree. kinda sucks but those are the cards God dealt me. all cards and NO BRAINS. sigh.

i don't know who all reads this but to those who do and who know clint and i, can i ask you all to pray for me? that i recognize what my heart is telling me? i am having some trouble right now and MY prayers aren't being answered. so if you would pray for me, i would appreciate it so much. the end.

<< Mar. 12, 2003 >>