<< Mar. 26, 2003 >>

and this, jessica, is why i will never be your friend, not like i have any kind of desire to, and it is obvious why you only have two friends.

"I finally updated my diary, but I didn't feel comfortable posting a few paragraphs. So I'm putting them here, because I need to get it out.

Man.. seriously though.. some people get so offended by what I say.. even when it has nothing to do with them. I think it's really unfair that I get judged for what I think, and somehow that gives them the right to say something.. but when they do something stupid and I make a comment.. I'm automatically attacking their christianity, or something equally unrelated. And this last time that I'm talking about, someone actually had the nerve to say that I was jealous of them. That's something I don't understand. It's the good old "they only make fun of you because they're jealous." Oh yeah.. I'm totally jealous that you don't know how to spell your own name and you honestly believe that you aren't a freaking hypocrite. So jealous. Oh.. and that making fun of someone is a defense mechanism. (If they can even spell mechanism). That's the oldest trick in the book for people who get picked on a lot as children. It's something to get you through the bullying, but in the end.. it's a lie. I don't make fun of people because I'm jealous, I don't make fun of them because it makes me feel better about myself... I make fun of them because they are STUPID.. or at least doing something that makes them look that way. I make fun of them because they NEED to know that what they are doing is completely stupid. When I mess up, I want someone to make fun of me. I want to know that I made a mistake, because it makes me try harder to not do it again. If you spell "coming" like "comming", like my dear friend Allison, or "enough" like "enfough" if you're my sweet sweet A-Ba, then you should know that you're doing that, so that you can correct it and avoid future issues with it. How embarassing is it to turn in a paper with "enfough" "commings" to fail you miserably? Maybe it's not embarassing to those who wouldn't pass anyway, but to those who need these college years to make the most of their ability, a little help could make a big difference. And if you ever see me me do something like that... TELL me. I want to know, and it is your right as my friend to let me know that I'm doing something lame. I'm not just talking about spelling, either. Lameness spans many categories.

So basically what I'm saying is this: Don't take yourselves so seriously. If you make a mistake, and someone brings it up, don't be so quick to think that they're saying that since you're a Christian, you can't make mistakes. Because "wtf"??? Yeah man, If you can't spell, then you're obviously falling down on your duties as a Christian. What is this world coming to?"

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