<< 04/06/2003 >>

haha, my sister came home piss drunk last night. it was about the funniest thing i have ever seen. she snuck in and came right into my room. she threw a shot glass and a stirrer on my bed and layed down talking about how drunk she was and how her and matt have gotten in the biggest fight ever over sex. that's right. sex. he wants it, she doesn't. he wanted to go back to his apartment to do the deed but jessie wasn't "in the mood". i can't say what she said word for word. it's quiet discusting.

so she was claiming how all these guys were hitting on her, blah blah blah. and how matt was checking out this girl with "massive boobs". so jessie got jealous, blah blah, matt got mad, blah, blah, they drank, blah blah, and drank some more, blah blah, drowning their sorrows, blah blah. she REEKED of cigarettes and alcohol. so she said she was going to bed. she left and her scent remained in my room. i had to open my window to get the stink out. so i got up and looked at the shot glass she threw on my bed and the damn thing still had alcohol in it. there were puddles of SOMETHING on my bed. i don't know what it was because i am not at all familiar with that stuff. so i took the shot glass with the remains of alcohol left in the bottom, and the stirrer into her room to give to her. she said "what are these" and i was like "um.....remember? you came in and threw these on my bed. along with the alcohol that was still in it." she laughed and claimed she didn't remember that at all. she said she remembers coming in the house and putting the cherry sours (i don't have a clue what those are) in the fridge and coming into my room and laying down. i've never seen her that trashed. it was funny though. it's almost 5 and she is still sleeping. she is going to have a massive hangover.

my dad left this morning and took my watercolor artwork that is due tomorrow home with him. i woke up looking for it and freaked out when it wasn't on the table where i left it. i called him and he said he had brought it home to show my mom. so he thought it was SO bad, it was funny enough to take home to show my mom. lol, what a jerk. well he didn't know that i had to turn it in. so dumbass is costing me points because he has to mail it to me. i'm glad he thought it was ugly enough to take home, but seriously, ugly stuff still needs to be turned in for grades.

i would rather stab myself with needles than fight on the phone. i hate it with all of me. it just pisses me off. and over stupid stuff too. i mean, maybe it's me, but i don't see anything wrong with stopping by the house of a friend of 5 years for 5 minutes. his house is about a mile from mine and i was on the way home and i haven't seen or spoken to him in over a month and i stopped to update him on my WONDERFUL life with someone else, yet i still get "then why don't i hang out with girls??". that comment just pissed me off. guys and girls are so different. it's not like it was jake, or some guy i made out with. that i could understand. but it was an unattractive friend, whom i have never looked at sexually nor have i had any kind of intimiate contact with. and i have been friends with him for 5 years. i would figure clint would be happy i am sharing my happiness with HIM with others, but i guess not. i'm trying hard to be a good girlfriend but obviously i am failing at that as well. mood swings. they bring out the worst in me.

post update: i just found my retainer half eaten by the dog. and i found two puddles of vomit with green retainer peices in them. she is going to die today.

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